The birds knew it just before I did.
They had been singing and flying tree to tree
following me on my morning walk.
The air was very still.
It was quiet except for the serenade of the birds…and squirrels.
Then silence.
They all landed on trees or scurried into bushes.
I stopped.
Then we were all blasted with the north wind.
This is how winter arrives in north Texas.
If I could color this wind
it would be a mix of white white white
and fresh sea blue.
It would be a swirl of these colors
rolling across the sky
leaving a shivering trail.
Nothing moves after it passes.
The grass, still green,
is shocked.
Not a blade bends.
This is when I bundle up and stay outside.
My neighbors know my blue ankle length Arctic coat
With boots, ski pants, hat, sweater and gloves.
I’m a pudgy figure waddling around our empty streets.
I belong outside.
I always have.
Mostly I like it warm,
just wearing shorts and a t-shirt.
But I’ve found a way to be in cold weather.
A kind of winter solidarity with the animals
who have no choice
other than to seek shelter and warmth
snuggled under leaves
and in bushes and nests.
I talk to them as I walk around.
I don’t see them
but I know they are there.
They know I’ll keep pouring water over the ice in the bird bath
and saucers I’ve set out for them.
I imagine them peering out at me.
I think they are thanking me.
I know I am them.
