
Someone scattered
Easter eggs
throughout the neighborhood
for us to find
on our morning walks.
Little secret spreader
of smiles,
Thank you.

Little feet
padding quickly on the wooden floor
from his room
to ours
in the middle of the night
standing by my bed
waiting.
I reach down with one hand
and sweep my toddler son
into the middle of our bed.
He lays flat on his back
placing one hand on his dad
and one hand on me.
deep sigh
then falls back asleep.
Bigger feet
lumbering across the wooden floor
from his room
to the kitchen
early in the morning.
Refrigerator door opens
he stands
grazing
on leftovers dipped in ranch dressing he leaves in little bowls
just for this purpose.
Pops a can of flavored water
then back to his room.
Grown feet
softly walking from his childhood room
to the kitchen
where he stands
boils water
for morning tea.
He feeds our cats
whom he misses when he not here.
Looks at his work emails
plays news podcasts.
We are still his home
but he has a new home too
with his beloved
who is our new beloved too.
28 enero 2022
The birds knew it just before I did.
They had been singing and flying tree to tree
following me on my morning walk.
The air was very still.
It was quiet except for the serenade of the birds…and squirrels.
Then silence.
They all landed on trees or scurried into bushes.
I stopped.
Then we were all blasted with the north wind.
This is how winter arrives in north Texas.
If I could color this wind
it would be a mix of white white white
and fresh sea blue.
It would be a swirl of these colors
rolling across the sky
leaving a shivering trail.
Nothing moves after it passes.
The grass, still green,
is shocked.
Not a blade bends.
This is when I bundle up and stay outside.
My neighbors know my blue ankle length Arctic coat
With boots, ski pants, hat, sweater and gloves.
I’m a pudgy figure waddling around our empty streets.
I belong outside.
I always have.
Mostly I like it warm,
just wearing shorts and a t-shirt.
But I’ve found a way to be in cold weather.
A kind of winter solidarity with the animals
who have no choice
other than to seek shelter and warmth
snuggled under leaves
and in bushes and nests.
I talk to them as I walk around.
I don’t see them
but I know they are there.
They know I’ll keep pouring water over the ice in the bird bath
and saucers I’ve set out for them.
I imagine them peering out at me.
I think they are thanking me.
I know I am them.



American is all a twitter (pun intended) over NFL players taking a knee during the national anthem before a football game. So many think that the players are being disrespectful to the military, the flag, country, etc. That they are being “un-American.”
Take A Knee means we can do better as Americans. In this case, we can do better about social justice in particular about how law enforcement treats blacks. There has been much evidence that justice isn’t always blind, and, therefore, #TakeAKnee is to bring attention to that issue so that we can do better as Americans.
NFL player, Eric Reid (no relation), was the first player to kneel with Colin Kaepernick in 2016. He did so to protest police brutality and was motivated by his faith. “Faith by itself, if it does not have works, is dead,” he said in a New York Times interview.
American was founded on ideals– with an “L” about how we can do better. “Liberty and justice for all” “All men are created equal” We didn’t implement these ideals well in the beginning. We, eventually decided we can do better. So we abolished slavery because we decided we can do better and not enslave people for economic gain. It took a civil war, but we did it. We eventually granted women the right to vote because we believed we can do better. It took protests and imprisonment and punishment, but we did it.
Civil rights, women’s rights, human rights… it’s not about taking away someone’s rights, it’s about we can do better about moving closer to living the ideals of the founding of our country.
We don’t have leaders in DC, or in many houses of faith for that matter, who are willing to express thoughtful language that inspires us to do better. So it’s up to us, we the people, to be careful with each other. Focus on what we have in common. Have compassion for each other. Remember, we don’t really know what others are experiencing and so let’s listen, connect, try…
We are the ones who can do better.

“And I dream too much
and I don’t write enough
and I’m trying to find God everywhere”
-Anis Mojgani

Your sacred space is where you can find yourself over and over again.
-Joseph Campbell

“But what is happiness except the simple harmony between a man and the life he leads?”
-Albert Camus

Go all the way with it.
Do not back off.
For once, go all the goddamn way with what matters.
-Ernest Hemingway