Please read my poem in Big Bend Literary Review available online or “in reality.” Available at: BigBendLiterary.com


I, too, would shout and scream
kick and bite
and do every dirty trick
I could
If you were trying to hurt me
and had been doing so for a long time.
Floods, tornadoes, extreme heat, pandemic…
have had to become your defense weapons.
And so, my Mother Earth,
I have no complaint with you.
You have no choice.
You have forgiven us too many times before
and we are no longer
worthy of your grace.
Poetry cracks open
the shell
we spend all day
building around
our true Self.
The birds knew it just before I did.
They had been singing and flying tree to tree
following me on my morning walk.
The air was very still.
It was quiet except for the serenade of the birds…and squirrels.
Then silence.
They all landed on trees or scurried into bushes.
I stopped.
Then we were all blasted with the north wind.
This is how winter arrives in north Texas.
If I could color this wind
it would be a mix of white white white
and fresh sea blue.
It would be a swirl of these colors
rolling across the sky
leaving a shivering trail.
Nothing moves after it passes.
The grass, still green,
is shocked.
Not a blade bends.
This is when I bundle up and stay outside.
My neighbors know my blue ankle length Arctic coat
With boots, ski pants, hat, sweater and gloves.
I’m a pudgy figure waddling around our empty streets.
I belong outside.
I always have.
Mostly I like it warm,
just wearing shorts and a t-shirt.
But I’ve found a way to be in cold weather.
A kind of winter solidarity with the animals
who have no choice
other than to seek shelter and warmth
snuggled under leaves
and in bushes and nests.
I talk to them as I walk around.
I don’t see them
but I know they are there.
They know I’ll keep pouring water over the ice in the bird bath
and saucers I’ve set out for them.
I imagine them peering out at me.
I think they are thanking me.
I know I am them.

The moon
looks like a gentle watercolor
fading in the sky this morning.
Only the birds and squirrels
seem to be awake
and me.
There’s a falcon
sitting on a neighbor’s mailbox.
A falcon.
In the city.
I stopped and looked.
The falcon stopped and looked too.
Then he flew away.
And I walked on.
There’s a very thin layer on ice
on the creek,
I stop
and just look as the sunlight
glistens it.
As I round the curve in the road
back toward my house
I remember Thich Nhat Hanh
who died earlier today.
I thank him for teaching the world
how to walk
mindfully.
22 enero 2022


“And I dream too much
and I don’t write enough
and I’m trying to find God everywhere”
-Anis Mojgani

Go all the way with it.
Do not back off.
For once, go all the goddamn way with what matters.
-Ernest Hemingway

Conditions are never perfect. “Someday” is a disease that will take your dreams to the grave with you. If it’s important to you and you want to do it “eventually,” just do it and correct course along the way. -Timothy Ferriss